FREE VERSE
A
lingering flash of white in the trees.
A
glimpse of molten amethyst eyes dropping pearls of sorrow,
as the industrial park grows
over an ageless stand of oak
and one small silvery pool.
A
snort of loss into golden goatee,
as the last of the one-horned deer
flees
amidst the thunder of cloven hooves
and tearful rain.
In
the distance, a buzzing, a whirring, a click,
an immortal life ends bitterly,
as the cold-steel machine-god named
Progress
overtakes and slays the unicorn.
I
stand free of all bonds
as free as the elements of old;
as ever-hungering flame,
as immobile stone,
as tide-locked seas,
as intangible sky.
Yes,
I am free,
as free as time and space,
bound only by eternity, infinity and
myself.
Only
in a cold, dead world
do men speak in words of concrete.
A
world so old that Death is dead,
and feeling proscribed.
This
world is the perfect Utopia some seek,
with no crime or vice, no sorrow or
villiany
no freedom or virtue, no joy or
heroes.
God
and Satan sleep together,
in matching boxes.
Here
poetry is another word for nothing.
This
world is coming too swiftly for me,
who do they think they are?
They've
mechanized the magic out of my dreams,
and all my dragons are slain.
If Hell thrives on pain, demons feast
tonight.
I
need not shed a tear,
for the wind wails like well-paid mourners,
and
the sky weeps rivers.
Memories
march in swirling shards,
broken like fallen glass,
and
slicing sharp and deep.
Our
bonds are broken, you follow the sun's spark,
and
I too am free,
to dwell alone in the
dark.
We
had clipped our wings to walk together,
and now we can fly again,
alone forever...
Cages
surround me,
Wind
and Wave and Stone pressed tightly to earth-mother's bosom,
raging Flame enslaved by it's hunger
and it's mortality,
Time
itself marching mindlessly forward.
So
I too am bound,
to earth, to hunger and to die.
My
cage is a shell of flesh, with bars of solid bone,
with only two small windows allow me
to see the sun,
But
I wish to feel the sun caress all of me,
to merge my flames with those of
another,
to
soar free, fast as thought, into the endless night.
To
be a God, or a Devil,
I
care not which.
I
ride a whirlwind in my mind, a spinning maelstrom
that destroys every piece of me that
slips from my grasp.
My
hopes and fears are dashed against its walls of fury,
leaving what remains of me
diminished and unbalanced.
Like
a ball of yarn I unravel as I spin,
tugged by forces from beyond my safe
eye of calm.
The
storm calls to me,
and I cannot ride it out alone.
The
scream is written by the scribe of illusion,
etched
in the gossamer fabrics of the dream-image.
A
tool of shadow and substance, the wheel everturning.
The
flames called Time spark and flare, consuming nothing.
An
obelisk in the sands topples through the void.
Worlds
dance the endless dance of fire and burn not,
while
spinning white darknesses merge into eternity.
Time
consumes life,
excreting
it into the ahes of history.
To
be later re-used.
Infinity clasped and held to bosom.
In
your eyes I see the roaring confusion
the flames suddenly surge forth
and we burn into one.
Again
we gaze into the soul's windows,
caged once more in the dimming heat,
wondering...
What
have we done?